Can't Control my Feelings

We flirt all the time and smile and laugh but how am I supposed to know if this is real?
I can't control my feelings anymore it's so hard being around you and not saying all the thins I want you to hear.
I'm trying my best to act casual, but all I can seem to do is get mesmerized in your eyes.

I did that yesterday while we sat and talked. Your eyes looking into mine as you told your stories made me feel like I was lost in a day dream.
So many times during our talk I wanted to twine my fingers with yours.
I know things have been rough, though you won't speak in detail of the troubles, I want to comfort you
Pull you into my embrace and pull the sorrow, anger and pain away from your heart so that only the bright light of hope remains.
I want to be that beacon of hope for you.

But when we talk all I seem to do is get mesmerized by your eyes.