All Good Things Come to Those who Wait

All Good Things Come to Those who Wait
Lost Girl

Tuesday, January 8, 2019

Ruin Me


She hated the fact that she got so pissed so easily over some things but damn him. He cannot think that she would not get jealous.
Hell, she knew she had no right to be jealous at all but she hated that skinny nosy ass bitch and she needed to just step off the face of the earth.
She got up from laying on the bed and looked outside.
The summer sun was just starting to go down but it was still so hot.
Her mind wandered to earlier in the day when he told her to come with him to see his car that he had been working on for so long and had finally got running. The giddiness that assaulted her told her that she was too hooked into her best friend in the wrong ways. He was not interested in her that way, he had never made a move on her so she figured, that was that. She was so much older than he was so that had to be the issue. All used up and ready for the shelf.
When she saw that skinny whore bounding out of the building as well and running up to him. Oh Hell no.
When she saw his face she realized he was annoyed but then he could have just left and not told her. The anger washed over her and she realized that the anger was pure jealousy. She wanted this man to herself and now this stupid bitch was out here fawning over him as they walked to the garage.
Wonder how her boyfriend who was upstairs would like this shit? Watching his woman flirt with another man.
She saw that he was glancing at her now and again a slight worried frown on his face.
When they reached the garage she looked the car over, was impressed then said she had to go and left. She saw his face reflect his worry and shock but damn fuck this.
A knock on her door took her out of her reverie.
Pulling it open she stared up at him and her voice left her.

"Hi, sorry to just come over without calling but I needed to see you." he said softly.

"Ok, well oh..come in..." she stammered and then stepped aside.
He walked in past her and she wondered what was up cause he did not just come over like this no matter what.
When she closed the door and turned to see him there watching her she placed her hands on her hips feeling some annoyance creep into her at the way he was looking at her. He looked displeased.
"What?"
"You just walked off and didn't look the car over so I brought it here." He stepped closer.
"I didn't ask her to come down she just saw me log off and ran out. I can't help that."
Her annoyance faded and then she sighed.
"I'm sorry I just can't stand that bitch."
"I know..I know...but damn, you looked at her like you wanted to punch her in the mouth." he chuckled. "I got worried you would do it. "
She snorted and then shook her head. "I know better than that but then I did think about it."
His smile faded a little as he stared and she felt the shift in the mood. Felt the heat began to simmer in his eyes as well as her belly. What in the ever living hell was going on here. He did not look at her like that.
One finger lifted to push a tendril of hair from her cheek and he said very softly, "I am not interested in her at all. I ....." he sighed then that one finger turned into his hand tangling into her hair to cup the back of her head as he pulled her against his tall, hard body.
Before she could even wonder his lips captured hers in a long kiss that she leaned into instinctively. This man was the center of her fantasies and the man she loved.
He groaned as her mouth opened to receive his tongue and the stood there wrapped in each others arms.
His lips lifted and he whispered. "I love you but damn you are a wild thing that never is still." he smiled down at her.
"I'm the kind of girl who has a restless mind and impatient legs." she said softly then nipped his bottom lip as one of those legs curled around his legs so she was pressed fully against her. She could feel his arousal and she reveled in that. Knowing he was here for her. Knowing he wanted her as much as she wanted him.
He growled and then scooped her up in his arms.
Soon she was on her back on her bed, her t shirt up around her waist and she realized she was not even dressed to see him. She had been relaxing in her panties and a t shirt. But the look in his eyes was something that heated her to her core. This is what she wanted all along.
She decided it was time for her to do some seduction. His eyes widened as he watched as her fingers nervously flicked the well worn elastic of her white cotton panties.
"I want you to ruin me." She whispered staring into his eyes. "I want to ruin you."
That sexy growl came again and he was on her, lips claiming, hands possessing and she knew this was last a long tie.

Loving in Silence


The snow fell softly outside the window and she knew her tears fell just as softly down her cheeks.
She found she did not cry as much as anymore over the feelings she had for this man as she realized that the heart did harden after a while.
Unrequited love is some of the hardest love to deal with and here she was caught up in a tornado of it.
The words she had written down in the notebook earlier were how she felt.
Never would she utter her feelings out loud to him. Never would she touch his cheek, stare into his blue eyes before she pressed her lips to his.
Never would she hear his voice whisper to her in the night how much he loved her.
Never would she wake up next to the man she loved with all her heart and soul.
He was her twin flame and she felt as if she was being torn in two. Watching the other half of her wander off into the winter snows of her mind.
She tore the paper out of the notebook, stared at the words and then tossed it into the trash.
Those words did not need writing down for they were seared on her heart and would always echo in her mind.

I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection.
I choose to love you in loneliness for in loneliness no one owns you but me.
I choose to adore you from a distance, for distance will shield me from pain.
I choose to kiss you in the wind, for the wind is gentler than my lips.
I choose to hold you in my dreams, for in my dreams you have no end.