Illusion

 Dreamers have expectations and that will always get them into trouble.

How would it be to live without those expectations?
To go about the day just reveling in what is there in front of us.
To have those experiences every moment of every day.
It would be a magnificent day.

Living in illusion is a mistake.
A desperate need to live in that dream and wander around in the perfection that resides there.
Once you are yanked out of that dream place you wander the world foggy and unfocused.
Then when reality sets in you are devastated.
An overwhelming feeling comes over you to run back to that dream world.
It does not hurt there. You are not rejected there. You are chosen there.

So the panicky feeling settles into the pit of your stomach as you watch the world spin by. You are frustrated because you cannot so easily just step back onto the carousel of life.
Your inner demons say you are just not good enough.
You need to breakup with ego and not be afraid.

After some time you settle down, find your way back and soon you are encouraged by something or someone.

Once that encouragement settles in you are able to see the big picture.
Oh yes, you know the truth and that lifts you up just enough to feel confident once again.

Go forth with a cheerful, loving heart.
Always know illusion from reality.
But don't give up your dreams, keep your seat firmly on the horse on the carousel.