Writing the book is not going well. I am trying to hammer all the words out and they are clunky, silly and wooden. I cannot stand the way it is going so I had to walk away .
I am not sure if that story is something I can put to words. I can only feel it. I can see it in my mind like a movie. I want to add in the parts that I wanted to play out not what truly happened. I want my fantasy to come out in the words so I can share what my dream is. This idea has been in my head for years upon years but only recently was I able to really see the true end result. I want it. I want it so bad but it is not flowing. It is stuck.
The words are not coming.
The RIGHT words are not coming.
Maybe they never will.
I am not giving up. I am just walking away for a bit from that story.
I will just allow the words to flow for other tid bits. For all my items within my blog are my day dreams, my fictions, my thoughts. My words that I cannot say anywhere else for they are always misunderstood.
Music soothes me now as I write other things.
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